do this for me to show u care
this situation is so scary. someone’s life can depend on a phone call
i remember this. i didn’t want to believe he took his life. i kept calling and calling but no answer…
this is probably the scariest thing I’ve ever had too do.
I’ve been in this position. Where my life depends on someone answering that phone. Where if they could just see it ring or see my name and touch the little green button all this weight could be lifted off my shoulders. It’s one of the worst feelings. You’re reaching out so far for help. SO far. And if they don’t answer you feel so broken, so hopeless and worthless, and like you bothered them so much. It’s weird, it really is. When you think about it.
Okay I have no clue where I’m going with this. I’m sorry.